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I feel so into this video....I have never felt someone express my thoughts and feelings so accurately!

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Substack seriously is quite relaxing... Away from all the noise and BS. Glad I am on it now, you were the first person I subbed to on here, thanks for introducing me to it Alice 🌠🙏

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It's a super wholesome community! People are actually treating each other repectfully here as if in person. I'm happy that you are here. I basically quit scrolling all other social media

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Self consciousness like "I'm not good enough" "I'm not enough" "I cant do anything right" "I'm not worthy" when its self deprecating is another manifestation of pride, and is something I have struggled with my entire life.

Thankfully I was set free from that, and from a demon, almost four years ago now. And that has really helped.

I have learned to let the Spirit guide me, and more out of respect for my family (who are easily distracted... my entire family as ADHD lol) I try to keep my spiritual language quiet when the Holy Spirit takes over. Thankfully he doesn't like to publicly humiliate (by the worlds standards) his children. He is kind, loving, and just amazing overall.

And I can see that he loves you.

Thank you, my sister, for making and sharing this. I can see the glory of the Lord crowing you and surrounding you.

He often lets me see people as He does, and in the Spiritual Realm, you are radiant and surrounded by angels and the Holy Spirit.

I pray for God to continue blessing you with wisdom, and that the Spirit would continue to lead him closer and closer to you. Amen.

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Thank you so much for this enlightening and gracious words🥹

I have one question for you: how did ADHD affect your walk with God in the past, before you surrendered to the Holy Spirit?

I just started to see some connection between ADHD and spiritual attack so I'm very interested in your testimony. (You could certainly write a post about it) The mental and the spiritual is entangled.

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Before I was fully surrendered to the Holy Spirit, and had a demon possessing me (living in me is more accurate, actually. But possession/tormenting can both describe what I was experiencing), my ADHD (which is genetic in this case) caused me to be very closed off from everyone. I rarely went outside, and the hyper fixation that can come with ADHD would center on incredibly dark stuff.

Now that I am free, my ADHD has actually been helpful. I've been able to multitask easier, and any hyper fixation now seems always ready to listen to the Holy Spirit and lets me pray for really long periods at a time without getting distracted as much.

I've never taken any medication for ADHD, so the change has been easy to see with the passing of time.

And I 100% agree with you, the mental and spiritual is very entangled.

One thing I do think that was caused by the demon inside of me is the problems I have with my eyesight. I carried that demon for 14 years years and probably 8 months (since my mom was pregnant with me) and I think the thing messed with my eyes.

Something more interesting about the spiritual and the mental that I've noticed, is how many autistic kids seem to be possessed. You can see the darkness in them. It's terrifying.

As for writing my testimony and posting it on Substack, I really don't know... The Spirit has always let me to keep more quiet about that, but now I feel like He is letting me share more and more. I usually only share my testimony as directed, but He has led me to share on here with my fellow Christians and desperate people that I've found more than ever before.

Honestly I think it's a good idea, but I will definitely have to pray about it.

My writing has been getting more and more Spirit-led, so perhaps.

The Holy Spirit has been very physically present for me for well over a week now, and I love it, and have been getting answers really quickly and have been having some good conversations.

I'll let you know.

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Thanks for this brother. Now I have more question😂—did praying in tongue heal your ADHD? Or did it make a huge difference? I guess my point is, was there a moment you were delivered from it like a snap of the finger?

Also I do think ADHD is genetic—so is autism. (I met an autism kid. He screams and cries non-stop. Clearly demon-possessed. And people say that’s autism🤷🏻‍♀️)

Scientists call it genetic diseases. I call it generational curses.

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I still have ADHD, but praying in tongues helps me focus occasionally.

But once I was freed from the demon that dwelled in me, my prayer language actually changed and became richer and easier to… start using? idk, its hard to explain.

And I don’t mind the questions either.

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Well well done! 😃

I think I came across the video since its posting so have been watching a bit during my usual visits to the app and just finished it!

Great thoughts there.

A particular one I took note of was the need to be dead to what we want in this very short life, in this temporary age, in this fallen world.

That's really something to think about.

Great video there! ✌️

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Yes, and I’m very impressed for someone at your age to realize this. (you are 19 right?)

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Looooollllll, naw please, I'm long past that age! 😂

I wonder how you arrived at that figure. 😋

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hahahah (this is gonna be a record of my failed prophetic attempt)

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Haha.

Add a decade to it and you're close to the figure. 😅

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Yes self-awareness is maturity. Self-consciousness is different.

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